I have been thinking to myself a lot lately over what went wrong and what makes me feel terribly awful. I have to accept that lies and falsehoods won’t lead me anywhere, but I guess I was just really head over heels falling for you! I might have done many silly things but I just couldn’t help doing such stupid things just to win back your attention.
I really went through a lot trying to prove a point, because lately I have noticed that you seem to turn cold whenever we chat. I am not sure, but I hope that my feeling is wrong. I should have been giving some reasons for what I feel.
Perhaps you’ve been busy these past few days or have a lot of pressure at your work? I’m just not really use to it; I mean you seem quite cold. Whenever we chat, I just want to have the best of it, the best of you and the best of us. I might have said it’s a “game” but it is not. I am really longing to have you back. I want to see you and hang out with you.
I know that I have hurt you for what I’ve done and I am asking for your forgiveness and hoping that we could start all over again. I really cherish those moments when everything was going great, and you’re so cool. I could hardly take the reality of losing you. I really want you back.
If loving you was wrong, I don’t want to be right and if living without you is right, I would rather be wrong all my life. I love you and I always will.