I sit here, lost in the memory of you. What is today? I don’t know. What is it I’m supposed to be doing now? I can’t remember. It couldn’t have been very important. Thoughts of last night still fill my mind and heart. Nothing else seems worth my time and effort. Where am I? Well, not here in this confined space, not really. I’m still lost in everything I felt when we were together. That was when you and I became “us” and I could no longer tell where you left off and I began. I love you, Lisa, and my love is lasting and true. I’m not sure when it began but I know it will never end. Surely, life can offer no higher fulfillment than what we experienced last night.
There can be no other woman in my life now but you. I’ve been involved in other relationships in the past, but they certainly can’t compare to what I have found with you or to what I’m feeling now. Perhaps the others were just “dry runs,” practice for the real thing, for a reality that I couldn’t even imagine until I had experienced it for myself. Last night, I couldn’t help but surrender to the feelings that had captured my soul and yet promised me freedom and joy. Today, the words of an old Sam Denver song come to mind, and it is only now that I understand what the “sweet surrender” he sang about really means.
You must know I can’t stand being away from you much longer. I hope you feel the same way. Lisa, tell me when can I see you again!
I love you.